Thursday, August 17, 2006

I'm going home!

i just bought a plane ticket online...wooohooo!! im going home on the 7th of September and will be coming back on the 11th.

suddenly,

i missed my apartment.
i missed my books.
i missed my friends.
i missed my family.

i can't wait to go home...may not be enough to do all the things i want to do, but its better than nothing at all.

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It's Anny's 35th birthday on August 19 (my bestfriend and my ex of 6 years)... how i wish i can call her..how i wish i can talk to her even for a while...i really miss her...i really miss my bestfriend... but circumstances have forbidden us to communicate with each other...i wonder what im willing to sacrifice for a minute or two of talking to her or 10 seconds of embracing her and feeling her close to me...sigh..no matter what i sacrifice..i know im wishing against hope here...i know im just hurting myself because it will not happen.

I miss you ny..i terribly miss you!!! (even if you cant read this and even if you dont know that i still exists)

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My other bestfriend will be reading this tonight (or this afternoon if he gets tired of what he's doing at work)...i just gave him the link to my blog..and i want to welcome him personally (online welcoming that is)....Teng!! finally...my very own blog...hope u enjoy reading this...hope this could make up for those times we were not able to talk thru emails...but hey..im coming home!!! Im so looking forward to having coffee with you and fel and just talk about anything and everything.

miss u bespren!

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I just received an email from my online buddy...she'll be celebrating her bday on Aug 31 with her GF which means she'll be going to USA again (for the second time in a span of a few months)!! whoa!!! talking about long distance relationships! requires double effort on both parties...could be quite expensive too, most of the times.

Hmmm but come to think of it...in this world where true love is so hard to find...who cares about practicality?

So go for it my friend!! enjoy your vacation and yeah....Adv. happy Birthday!! mwah!!






3 comments:

theSeeker said...

Oooooi! You going home on 7th Sept. That means you won't be around for session 9 ah???
*cries*

just me... said...

yeah...will miss the meet up with the hottie N**y ..hehe but honestly..i dont find her attractive at all..do u?

theSeeker said...

I just like her ass...didn't like her attitude much tho. Still prefer the other one's *achem* assets.