AUGUST 7, 2006
2:17 PM
...why is it that everytime my friends would come to me, friends who's going through some problems with their partners..or those friends who had just broken up with their partners...all the pains i've felt from my past relationships would come back and haunt me again??? .... its like im back to zero...after all the moving ons...and all the breakup songs..and all the beers i had....the hurt is till there?? am i not yet healed?? how could it hurt me this much?? its been almost 3 years now from my first breakup..its almost 5 months now from my second breakup...been staring at my computer for 5 hours now...couldnt do anything....i just feel hurt..and betrayed...and neglected...i just wanna feel loved.
" I'll always have the memories She'll always have you"
do i only deserve memories?? im always left with memories...i dont need memories if i've got no one...i want someone to be with me...someone to make more memories with me and someone who will look back with me...
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i wanna go home. and sleep. and sleep some more...and find solace in my own fortress...
im looking forward to waking up tomorrow...and hopefully...forget about these feelings ...
i just wanna be happy...i just wanna love...and be loved...
sigh....is it too much to ask for??
2:17 PM
...why is it that everytime my friends would come to me, friends who's going through some problems with their partners..or those friends who had just broken up with their partners...all the pains i've felt from my past relationships would come back and haunt me again??? .... its like im back to zero...after all the moving ons...and all the breakup songs..and all the beers i had....the hurt is till there?? am i not yet healed?? how could it hurt me this much?? its been almost 3 years now from my first breakup..its almost 5 months now from my second breakup...been staring at my computer for 5 hours now...couldnt do anything....i just feel hurt..and betrayed...and neglected...i just wanna feel loved.
" I'll always have the memories She'll always have you"
do i only deserve memories?? im always left with memories...i dont need memories if i've got no one...i want someone to be with me...someone to make more memories with me and someone who will look back with me...
**********************************************************************************************************************************
i wanna go home. and sleep. and sleep some more...and find solace in my own fortress...
im looking forward to waking up tomorrow...and hopefully...forget about these feelings ...
i just wanna be happy...i just wanna love...and be loved...
sigh....is it too much to ask for??
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