Monday, August 04, 2008

sad and blue

i dont know how im feeling...but two words i can think of right now, i know i am sad and blue...

too many things, too many reasons... somehow, i feel some hurt inside me.

people who played a big part in my life esp here in SG...not a day would pass that i would not hear from them or talk or meet up with them...and now, I cant even start a decent conversation, cant even say a word when i see them physically or online.

have we outgrown each other?
have we forgotten the friendship?
have we allowed the hurt before to come between us?
have we become too detached to not even remember how close we were?

i feel that i lost 3 people in my life last year...

now i think that's more than enough to make someone feel sad and blue.

sigh.

cant even blog properly.

thoughts are scattered.

i dont even know how to end this.

sigh.