Memorable Quotes from Imagine Me & You

Watched this movie last night with my climbing friend. One of the few gay films I've seen that has a happy ending.


Rachel: Everyone promises you happily ever after... but life turns into a different kind of fairy tale.

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Luce: I met this girl... but she's with someone else
Ella: Does she love you?
Luce: I don't know... no...
Luce: [nods head]
Luce: yes...
Luce: [eyes tear up, slight hesitation, shakes head]
Luce: but it doesn't matter.
Ella: [gently caresses Luce's face] Oh... it's all that matters.

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Rachel: You make me feel something I absolutely cannot feel.

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Rachel: I can't...
Luce: I know.

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Heck: You know I want you to be happy. And more than anything, I wanted to be the cause of happiness in you.

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Luce: Don't forget me.
Rachel: I won't remember anything else.

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Heck: So, what about you? Are you married? Ever been married, ever going to get married? Luce: No. No. Maybe now that the law's changed.
Heck: How do you mean?
Luce: Well, I'm gay.
Heck: [chuckles, then realizes that it's not a joke] Mmm... well done.

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Rachel: What does the lily mean?
Luce: The lily means... [pause]
Luce: The lily means, "I dare you to love me".

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Luce: I think you know immediately. As soon as your eyes... Then everything that happens from then on just proves that you have been right in that first moment. When you suddenly realize that you were incomplete and now you are whole...

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Rachel: [reading to coworkers] In her acceptance speech, the distinguished scientist paid tribute to her husband, Dr. Chris Davis. Tomorrow the pair celebrate their 42nd wedding anniversary after eloping together on the day they met. When asked how they could possibly have known that it would all work out. Professor Harrison replied in true scientific fashion: "We don't know, you can never be sure. But you take the plunge anyway. Sure is for people who don't love enough."

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Heck: Edie, are you gay?
Edie: Am I gay? [laughs]
Edie: I'm ecstatic!

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Coop: I am a cure for lesbianism.

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Luce [to H]: I believe that I will be with one person for the rest of my life, but that person will be a woman.

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Rachel: I'm staying Heck, I couldn't, wouldn't leave you. You're my best friend and what was enough before will be enough again.

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Luce: Tell me to walk away and I will.
Rachel: Is that what you want?
Luce: I want you.

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Luce: You should ask her, not me.
Heck: Bless you, but I can't ask Rachel if there is something wrong, that's way to scary.
Luce: Why?
Heck: What if there is?

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(And these are the best ones...really got me thinkin!! - chel)

Heck: It's not you leaving me that will kill me, its you loving someone else more.

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H: Heck, I've got a question.
Tessa: Not now.
Heck: What's the question, H?
H: What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?
Heck: [thinks for a few seconds, then replies] I haven't got a bastard clue, I'm afraid.
Tessa: There you are, you see. Now we can let him get married in peace. [She starts to lead H to the church to find a seat for the wedding]
Luce: [Catches H before Tessa can take her away completely] It never happens. If there's a thing that can't be stopped, it's not possible for there to be something else which can't be moved, and vice versa. They can't both exist. You see, it's a trick question is the answer.

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Heck: [to Rachel when he learned of her feelings for Luce] “Because what you’re feeling right now, that is the immovable force. So I’ve got to move.”

when trust is being tested...

...i feel so torn between doing the right thing and not doing it to avoid hurting anybody...a friend told me her secret...a secret that involves another friend...if i do the right thing, i know my other friend will get hurt.what i'll tell her might even destroy a family she has been trying to build all this time. but if i keep quiet, the person involved will just continue with his forbidden affair...sigh..its really hard. My friend is so important, and yet, i know i am not in the position to tell her of what's been going on.It was never easy to be a heartbreaker. I know it will surely break her heart if she knew. Now i am not sure if its better that she doesnt know. Been praying for this for two nights now.Been praying for my two friends. The wife and the third party are both my friends. If i tell the wife, i will be betraying the trust of my other friend. If i dont tell the wife, she'll just live her life not knowing that her husband is cheating on her.

Sometimes, i wish i didnt know the truth. Because my conscience will always get in the way. I will never find peace if i know something is now right. and not fair. There are so many times in the past i've hurt some people intentionally but most of the times, not. I hurt them because i tell them the truth. I confront them and tell them what i know. Because i want them to know. Because if it were me, i would rather know the truth and get hurt than not know anything at all. But i realized, that was me. It may not work for other people. What is good for me may not be good for some of them. And so i stopped and just kept my mouth shut. I didnt stop caring but i stopped interfering. I thought its easier that way.

And now, this dilemma. i know the right thing to do. but is it the right thing to do at the moment? Right now, i only have my two friends in my mind. i dont want either of them to get hurt just because of one selfish bastard! but i can only do so much. i hope, in time, i'll be able to decide which is more important. to do the right thing or to protect the person who trusted you.

i just hope i dont lose either one of them.

Coping with my Withdrawal Symptoms

For the last few weeks, I've been trying to ignore this feeling. But today, i feel a need to say something about it, lest it will just all explode within me.It's been 28 days now since i last saw my kissing friend and im starting to feel the withdrawal symptoms...

Everywhere i go, there's always something to remind me of her:

mooncakes - this is her favorite, esp mooncake with 2 eggyolks. what makes it worse, its mooncake festival so i could practically see mooncake everywhere.
black cars - she's driving a black car so everytime i see it on the road, cant help but look at the driver and the plate number.
chawanmushi - this is her all-time favorite whenever we eat at sakae sushi.
wheelock place - her favorite shopping mall (it has borders, sakae sushi, fish & co., birkenstock & apple)
dogs - she loves dog so much she dreams of adopting all the strayed dog in the street.
chocolates - just like me, she cant live without chocolates..esp during PMS days
Singapore Idol- its about to end on sunday and her bet is on the Top 2
Peuguot service center - she goes here for her car repairs
mark & spencer - she loves the chocolate and the cookies and cornflakes here

foot reflexology - every week, she goes for foot massage

Moon - she's one of the few people i know who loves looking at the moon

Mushrooms and fish cakes - she loves them in the food she eats

Milo dinosaur - she's the one who taught me about milo dinosaur
friday - this is her favorite day, time off from teaching and she gets to see her cg mates


HOW DO I COPE?

silence.
i dont talk about it.
i dont go out with anybody.
i just live my daily life without any emotions.


control.
i do not communicate with her.
i do not give in, even when she's trying to see me and communicate with me.
i keep myself busy.
i try not to think of her..hmmm..this moment im blogging is an exception.


acceptance.
i convinced myself that this is the right thing to do.
i accepted the fact that i was hurt. by her.
i accepted the fact that some things, good or bad, never lasts.
i accepted the fact that its ok to let go.


support.
i've got my support group friends.
people like me who can understand.
who shares the same sentiments about life and love.
i've got my Big G. who has been there with me. all the way. in every way.


WHAT DO I DO NOW?

i write about it.
i run in the evening. I may not be able to run from the pains but somehow, running makes me feel better.
i listen to inspirational music.
i try to catch up on my readings.
i watch DVDs to keep my mind occupied.


WHAT IM PLANNING TO DO?

i will be starting with my drum lessons next month.
i will do some self studying on japanese language.

i will do an empty chair session.
i will continue to write.
i will still love. and get hurt again. and then move on...and fall again...and so the cycle goes...

Perfect Kisser??!!

Friday morning once again...and what better way to start it...another test result from my new favorite bloggers' site (blogthings.com) ... hmm result is quite flattering hehe according to my EXes (not too many though) and my kissing friend, i am a good kisser. Of course, as much as i would want to believe them, i usually don't, coz i think they're just blinded...but why do this test result makes me feel good now? Read on!

Disclaimer: I am not a vain person. And I dont love myself that much to be always talking about myself all the time. Defensive? No. Just explaining. And having some fun on a friday morning. =)

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

Keys to My Heart?

another test..for myself..for those who are getting tired of reading these tests..my apologies...afterall, this blog is really meant for self amusement so please bear with yours truly.

funny...questions on this test are all about animals.Couldnt figure out how they came out with the result. What makes it more weird, most of it are true. See for yourself...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Personality Test

I love taking personality test. I dont know if its the excitement that comes with the result of the test or if its just the curiosity to see and find out who i really am based on some crazy-hard-to-answer questions. Anyways, here goes...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Anger Test

You Are 45% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

How Angry Are You?

How Weird Am I?

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Sigh on a thursday morning

Have you ever felt the desire to write and yet and you cant write anything? Or maybe, you've got too much to write, but you don't know how and where to start? Sigh…its very frustrating.

Have you ever felt like your emotions are overflowing and yet, you cant afford to give in to it? Because if you do, you know you will just end up crying and feeling all the hurt you’ve been trying to ignore?

Have you ever tried feeling nothing and not saying anything and not going anywhere?

Sigh.

I wish I don't feel this way now.

But I do.

Kissing Test

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofkisserareyouquiz/">What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Unavoidable Laws of the Universe

...finally...got the time to clean my drawer here at work...and here's what i found..a list of unavoidable laws...Read on!



Law of Mechanical Repair
After your hands get coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch.

Law of the Workshop
Any tool when dropped will roll to the least accessible corner.

Law of Probability
The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act.

Law of the Telephone
When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal.

Law of Driving
After you change lanes, the one you were in will always start to move faster than the one you are in now.

Law of the Bath Tub
When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings.

Law of Close Encounters
The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with.

Law of the Result
When you try to prove to someone that a machine won't work, it will.

Law of the Theathe
The people whose seats are furthest from the aisle will arrive last.

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And in my 31 years here on earth, here are some of the laws i've learned too:

Law of White Tops
The more careful you are, the more you are prone to get it stained.

Law of Finding something
The more you look for something you've lost, the more you will not find it. Stop looking and the next day, you will see it was there all along.

Law of Ex-ccidental meetups
The probability of seeing your ex with her new girlfriend is indirectly proportional with your effort to see them.

Law of Third Parties
At first, they think you're better than their partners, then, they will realize they'd rather settle for the good one rather than the better one.

Law of Emails
Just when your boss is discussing something with you in front of your computer, emails popups would keep on coming. And if you're unlucky enough, subject is "Job Interview" or "Job Opening".

Law of Printing
The more confidential the document you are trying to print in your office printer when nobody is around, the more people will come to the printer and see it, just before you are able to get it.

Law of the Flies
Just when you are about to eat the best part that you've saved for last, the fly would come and eat it first.


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Back to blogging

You Are a Wild Woman

Sky diving on the first date? Why not? You're up for almost anything, and that's what guys love about you. You don't back down from challenges, and you love to challenge others. You're so wild it's a little scary, but that's usually a good thing!

How Daring Are You?

It's been a while since my last entry here...sigh...so many things have happened and not happened...im just too lazy (and busy) to list them down here...will see in the next few days...but right now..i just feel tired...