Friday, August 11, 2006

A SONG IN MY HEART

JULY 27, 2006
2:49 PM


DRAW ME CLOSE TO YOU

Draw me close to you, never let me go.
I lay it all down again, to hear you say that I'm your friend.
Help me find the way, bring me back to you.
You're all I want. You're all I've ever needed.
You're all I want. Help me know you are near.
You are my desire, no one else will do.
No one else can take your place, to feel the warmth of your embrace.
Help me find the way, bring me back to you.
You're all I want. You're all I've ever needed.
You're all I want. Help me know you are near.

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i've always lived a carefree life... always looking for something that will make me happy..something that will make me feel complete and satisfied... i tried to write ... then i got into music ... then i tried to be closer to nature...i tried climbing and trekking ... i joined social civic organizations ... volunteered for the street kids ... been in and out of relationships, long and short ones ... shifted career when i was at the peak of it ... left my home, my family and friends to try my luck here in SG ... all these... done for the so-called HAPPINESS....

but am i happy?

yes... i may be happy...

i have a good job i have a nice house
im able to pay my bills
i can buy the books that i want
i can eat whenever i want
i have extra bucks to buy coffee at starbucks every weekend
i can do whatever i want in my own time at my own pace

is this what happiness is all about?

"Help me find the way, bring me back to you.You're all I want. You're all I've ever needed.You're all I want. Help me know you are near"

i miss the 'old' me...i miss you, my big G ... i miss those days when i can just to talk you with just about anything...without any fear of being judged... i know i've messed up... please be more patient with me... im working on this one.... i hope its not yet too late... i've been too busy, i've forgotten to nurture the special friendship that we have... i know...its only with You where i can find happiness...in its truest sense.

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