HEART AND MIND

JULY 25, 2006
1:47 PM


My mind is trying so hard to ignore what my heart is saying...sigh....

HEART says : she doesnt want me in her life anymore, no sms, no email, no nothing
MIND says : i shouldnt expect anything, we've got no commitments, none whatsoever

HEART says : i would want to be with her all the time
MIND says : she'll be gone one of these days, so i shouldnt get used to being with her always

HEART says : to fight for what im feeling for her
MIND says : to let go of my feelings for her

HEART says : I terribly miss her
MIND says : its just on my mind

HEART says : I wish she'll love me the way she says she does
MIND says : she cant love me if she already loves somebody else

HEART says : she needs me right now to support her in her battle with her 'gf'
MIND says : its none of my business

HEART says : i should understand what she's going through right now as she tries to forget her gf
MIND says : i should accept the fact that i dont have and will never have a place in her heart

HEART says : i cant pull away now because i might hurt her
MIND says : she will feel a bit hurt but she'll forget me in no time at all

HEART says : i truly truly love her
MIND says : she only loves 3 persons (herself, her bestfriend and her gf)