LOSING END

AUGUST 8, 2006
10:28 AM


have you ever been into a situation wherein you love someone and that someone loves somebody else? and no matter how hurt you are, with all the things that you've been seeing and hearing..you still hang on and be there for her...because you think this is the time when she needed you most..your love and your understanding...this is the time when you can prove to her how much she means to you...and how much her happiness is so important to you...

have you ever felt like not giving up no matter how hard it is to understand and accept things as they are? ... to just be the friend that you are supposed to be to her...to just be there whenever she needs you and not demand anything from her, be it time, attention or love...that all you can do is wait...and wait...for her to come to you?

have you ever felt like being stretched in all directions and set aside all your feelings just to allow her to heal?

have you ever felt how painful it is to see her crying inside not because of you but because of the person that she loves? because she misses her..and the times they've had? and the memories they've shared?

have you ever felt like crying and shouting in the midst of your work? that you want to go home and not see anybody and not talk to anyone and not receive a 'how are you doin-how is your day' sms-es?? because if you do..you might just literally breakdown and cry?

have you ever felt like you've already had too much?

have you ever felt like you wish you could just give up now and forget about everything?

have you ever felt like you're slowly dying inside...?

THESE ARE THE FEELINGS OF SOMEONE WHO IS AT THE LOSING END...

AND IM FEELING IT ALL NOW...