...i feel so torn between doing the right thing and not doing it to avoid hurting anybody...a friend told me her secret...a secret that involves another friend...if i do the right thing, i know my other friend will get hurt.what i'll tell her might even destroy a family she has been trying to build all this time. but if i keep quiet, the person involved will just continue with his forbidden affair...sigh..its really hard. My friend is so important, and yet, i know i am not in the position to tell her of what's been going on.It was never easy to be a heartbreaker. I know it will surely break her heart if she knew. Now i am not sure if its better that she doesnt know. Been praying for this for two nights now.Been praying for my two friends. The wife and the third party are both my friends. If i tell the wife, i will be betraying the trust of my other friend. If i dont tell the wife, she'll just live her life not knowing that her husband is cheating on her.
Sometimes, i wish i didnt know the truth. Because my conscience will always get in the way. I will never find peace if i know something is now right. and not fair. There are so many times in the past i've hurt some people intentionally but most of the times, not. I hurt them because i tell them the truth. I confront them and tell them what i know. Because i want them to know. Because if it were me, i would rather know the truth and get hurt than not know anything at all. But i realized, that was me. It may not work for other people. What is good for me may not be good for some of them. And so i stopped and just kept my mouth shut. I didnt stop caring but i stopped interfering. I thought its easier that way.
And now, this dilemma. i know the right thing to do. but is it the right thing to do at the moment? Right now, i only have my two friends in my mind. i dont want either of them to get hurt just because of one selfish bastard! but i can only do so much. i hope, in time, i'll be able to decide which is more important. to do the right thing or to protect the person who trusted you.
i just hope i dont lose either one of them.
2 comments:
why not confront the guy and tell him that u know about his affair and put the responsibility on his shoulder to do was is right rather than suffering sleepless nights because of the dilemma you are into. i know its easier said than done.
btw, thanks for your comments on my post. i know im not alone in my journey. let's keep in touch always. can i link u up? take care.
hi joyjoy. your comment is a nice surprise. you are right. its easier said than done. if i tell the guy that i know, my friend (who is the third party) will be in big trouble.
sure, sure! would be cool if you will link me up!
and yes, you are not alone. there are so many out there. people like us who will live their lives the way it should be lived. because we deserve it. everybody does.
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