It felt like years since i last blogged. I dont know...i just couldnt find words to write, no thoughts to reflect on. nothing. i felt like a stone. no feelings. no hurt.no joy.i just want to write again. no matter how messy.no matter how scattered my words are.i just want to write. i just want to do something i love doing.
honestly, its very tempting. to just be a rock and not be affected by anything or anyone. i have never been so steady with my emotions. it has always been too extreme, too hurt, too sad, too happy, too in love, too excited. now is more steady. so-so. no hurt, no pain, and no cloud 9 too. sometimes it gets boring, but i must admit it is safe. i wonder if its just goes with the age? or just being jaded?
anyway...no matter what it is...i just couldnt care. i will just write coz i miss doing this.
ok, i think i just repeated myself.
who cares.
ok, now i will sleep with a smile on my face.
coz i finally wrote something on my blog. and i finally admitted i miss myself.
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