Why am i not writing?

Several reasons....

- i will only talk about my ex-kissing friend and im so tired of talking about her and my feelings for her. Not that i hate her because i dont, its the feeling that i hate and would not want to feel anymore. Im sure, if you know my blog, and you've been reading it always, you might complain already that i all i talked about was her. just like now. i should stop here. sigh...

- i will only write about my first girlfriend and my moving on process for over 3 years now! pathetic, right? How can somebody not be able to move on after 3 long years??!!

- have nothing significant going on in my life...just the boring old me and my life here in singapore...

- i started another blog, and im starting to write something there about my journey towards christianity...huh! very un-chel tsk tsk... but its me. and my thoughts. nobody else's.

- been wanting to blog at home but im afraid my housemate will see it. She's also using my laptop at home...so im blogging now at work...while im still free.

But i wanna write something here. Just to let my friends know (real life or virtual) that i am still here. Not so okay but surviving. And if you know me, surviving is good enough for me.

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UPDATES:

- marathon is on Dec 3...hoping to finish 10KM in 1.5 hours...pray that i reach the finish line alive! hehehe
- i am about to witness the exchange of vows of my two close friends...they've been together for 8 months only but they've already decided that they wanna grown old with each other...how sweet!!!
- Baptism is on Dec10...havent told my family about it yet... still trying to figure out how im gonna tell them that i am transferring to a protestant church =(

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see? nothing exciting....

will blog more this week though...with or without excitement!